yes i knw.. its been 4 mths since i start updating this blog.. sorry sorry sorry.. pardon for living this blog dead for so long.. coz im quite dead.. realy bz wif my work n stuff lately.. so many things happened.. and i dun realy wish to say all these here coz it will take my slp away~~~~

went to c a chinese doctor today... got super bitter medicine to eat n drk.. heng no pin-poking as i initially thought!!! but nonetheless, i was diagnosed wif so many illnesses n prob~ she say i super tired n wear out.. and dun knw wat "shi" = wet at the neck area that causes my frequent headache n giddiness lately.. messy and slow heart beat and low blood pressure..

and b4 i forget, i must thks my 2 lovely nanny (x2) thatwent to doc wif me today. they are.. *drummmmm* 1stly Angelia Lim.. and 2ndly, Jiayi aka jiajia.. they acc me to c doc and then we went down to PS.. its my 2nd trip to PS this bloody whole yr.. 1st trip this yr to PS was my poly gathering.. and nw is august.. and i have been to PS just twice this yr!! imagine my trapping n prisoning days at my times centre.. thou shall let me c the sun instead of the moon b4 i leave times centre eevry day..

went to spotlight and carrefour juz nw to buy some of our planned stuff.. right angel?? finished goods are ready (very account hor?) and i will / must / confirm show miss lim tomoro!! coz its just so beautiful coz its made by meMeme.. hope making such tings can occupy my time n make my heart feel less pain for all things that happened. many times.. hw i wish i can dun go work and just stone at hm.. but the more im alone in my rm.. the more i feel the words...

having the bad feelings i had yrs back.. realised time has passed so quickly.. nv knew i will experience bad times like i did b4..

wun be blogging nex few days coz i got tings on.. and shall post things up again..ohh.. not another 4 mths i promise...

nex friday.. i will go...