new year coming

new yr coming... and i got a new job~ starting work on the 9th jan.. =)

just feeling a little bored.. so i log in here n pen some thots down..

realised as we get older.. there r things wich we wanted to say out.. but we cant.. saying out wil oni cause discomfort or displeases others.. so wat shall we do? just got to swallow back those unspoken words and try to distract ourselves frm tinking abt it.. hopefully these thots will just go away.. or i guess this happens not just as we get older.. this is hw life works all along..

oh, met up wif my ex sch mate recently.. had a great time as we chat happily abt out past.. of coz included topics abt our future - present jobs... spouse... and future career paths~~ its a nice gathering wif food.. and beers~ ahaha..

ytd went hard rock cafe wif 2 frens n her sis.. followed by acid bar chill out time.. to celebrate my fren bday.. omg... nex yr we r 23!!!! sound old ya.. =(

feel like going back to hk suddenly.. miss my grandad..

next yr bday cake

suddenly thot of my nex yr bday cake... it will b a COCO EXOTIC cake frm 4leaves with ben n jerry's chocolate fudge brownie ice cream on top!!!! yeahyeah~~~~ it sure taste GREEEaaaaat and FFFFfffaaaTTTTttTTTt hahahaa...n mayb chg the steamboat to a dinner outings? hee.. maarina south steamboat.. (i sound lame) hahaa... the oni diff is.. i dun nid to wash the plates!!! hahaha.. (actually also no diff.. coz i dun nid to wash plates at hm) hahaa..

tmr (to b exact is later) got an interview.. an acc job... half hearted to go coz wanna get a bank job but stil waiting for reply.. anyway, i wil just go, and if they takes me, i will just work for them since they r reputable and hav 2000+ headcount orh!~~~ haha... if nt, i just wait for the bank job~ both r fine wif me hahaa... im nt picky n choosy la... pay me just right for the work done wil b fine hahaa.... im saying .. at least OT pay~! ahahaha... i dun mind working til 12 midnight everyday for ur coy ahaha.. as long as my bank is full of zerooooOOOOOoooOO00000 ahhahaa...

al right.. gotta slp soon.. nightz~

sick

din blog since after exam.. hee.. lazy plus bz playing maple haha... although this game has been ard for quite long, i started just 2 wks ago.. hee..

sick ah.. and tmr got interview.. on account.. shld i go for acc job or bank? i tink just do wat comes first ba.. hee.. both hav gd prospects. hee..

al right.. i go take medicine le.. i dun wan to lok sick tmr!!! =)
zzz

exam soon

sorry for not posting recently and mayb in nex 1 or 2 wks. coz realy bz wif exam..

been struggling wif exams this period and realy realy feel like shouting out all my stress.. trapped in my own room wif nothing but words, NUMBERS, words.. numbers again... trapped within myself too.. wif dun knw wher to go.. and dun knw who to go out wif.. all frens working.. made trip to aljunied to get my card alone on a half-rainy day.. shop alone at the expo nearby my hse for 2 hours and walk home frm expo.. feeling all those cars frm main road passed me.. and feeling all so alone.. realy nt feeling very "me".. and today.. ask huishan to mit me coz i tink i will go crazy if i dun mit anyone that i can tok to.. at least for just a meal or a small shopping time.. i nid someone to tok to me, feeling their presence beside me.. *thks huishan*

so tired of everyting.. tired of my tired but slpless nights.. tired of tinking n guessing.. tired of studying.. (but i knw deep down i wil make thru my exam.. im pursuing this degree coz i wan it myself) tired of feeling all alone in my rm especially in my exam period.. *thks brandy for accompanying me walk jog n run ard the jogging track beside the canal near my hse whenever i feel so stress frm studying*

after exam, i realy wan a gd break for myself.. relax myself at the beach! and out for late night movie!! hee.. exam.. exam.. pls END FASTER!!!